i wanna fly away
but everytime i begin to fly, i fall
i fall into a never ending pit
each time i fall
it makes it harder for me to fly next time
im scared that it will get to the stage where
i cant fly again

the one person that keeps throwing me up to give me a hand
is the one person that means the most to me
but everytime he oushed me up to fly
he falls

the pit is cold and empty
i have the thought over my head that the only reason he is falling is because of me
if i hadnt gotten the way i am
if i hadnt broken my wings
this would never have happened
i would be flying the highest i ever could and he would be with me
but
he keeps on pulling bits of his wons to patch mine up
just to give me another chance

i want to fall alone
to drown my sorrow
i want to be swallowed up by it all
then maybe
if i am worthy
i will spit me out high enough to fly again
maybe
just maybe
it will spit me out in a different time zone
and out of this shit hole we call home

i have sacrificed so much to try and fly again
sometimes it worked
more often than not it failed me
so
i will try once more
but if my wings wont work
then i will give up
there is no point in trying for something that will never happen...