he occupies my thoughts
is buried deep inside my mind
i just cant seem to shake him off
no matter how hard i try

he tugs and pulls at me
so i know that he is there
he wont leave, never
i cant avoid his stare

the one that i just met
the one inside my head
will he stay foever?
or will i be left for dead?..

my guilt is creeping up
its starting to set in
is this feeling eternal?
can i wash away my sins?

i know that these feelings should dissapear
that what im feeling is wrong
but i am just so confused
my mind has left, its gone

i think about him all day long
see his face in thin air
his voice weaves through my mind
controlling all thats spare

no longer can i be me
he has total control
over mind and body and spirit
most of all, over my soul

how can i possibly carry on
with him watching over me
i dont want my heart ripped in 2
yet for now that'll have to be.....